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I use many different mediums, so don't expect the same thing for long! or i'll attack you...that's right...just keep telling urself i'm kidding...
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Ouch...

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 8:48 PM
It's like you can't hear me

Is it bad that I can't see myself living past the age of 18...?


I can't stop crying, so that's cool. I guess. Gonna go to bed and stay up all night again listening to my ipod and watching the ceiling or something. Idk. I'm glad the rest of you can be so happy and carefree at times. You're lucky. Those of you who have a place to channel anything negative and somebody who they can find joy in. Or those of you who have something to look forward to...I don't...meh...

Oh, and Alec, if we ever write another comic/story about Stephanie Meyer dying, can we make me die instead of miss Myer...please...

Susan, can you tell me more about that counseling thing...I'm about to cave and I don't know what to do...

I'm not staying alive because I want to...I'm staying alive because you all don't want me to leave...for those of you who don't, that is...Idk...

Journal Design by =DruidWu

PS Brushes: ~wyckedBrush ~Darkresources ~Shad0w-GFX
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Help Me Please- Hard-FI
  • Reading: my poetry
  • Watching: The ceiling
  • Playing: Cry your heart out and see if they care
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: my tears...

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"Big-Long Storylines- They make the world round and slightly bumpy" -Me

hahah remember :iconebonyluv:!!! funny stuff haha lunch time, right before i wacked ur water bottle ten feet frum ur hand lmao

I :heart: STEPHEN KING

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Somewhere nobody will ever find me
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Oopa Loopa Doopady Doo
  • Print preference: Blaggle Flaggle
  • Interests: the paranormal, and of course, art.
  • Favourite movie: HELLBOY II, Transformers, The Thing, Alien, Predator, I am legend, etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: Red. Linkin Park, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Jimmy Eat World, Skillet, O.A.R..lots
  • Favourite genre of music: everything kinda. All the ones that make me think deeply i guess...
  • Favourite artist: i don't know... me?
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kaitlyn Kiley, omg, she's like Edger Allen Poe! and myself again, haha. i write too
  • Favourite photographer: ...i'd have to say me again.
  • Favourite style of art: everything. Photoshop and sharpies are my main weopons.
  • Operating System: ...i don't even know what that means...lol
  • MP3 player of choice: Neon Green Nano Chromatic. ur jealous of my capitals...0.0
  • Shell of choice: the one i wear everyday...the one that hides the side of me u wnt like much...
  • Wallpaper of choice: Your flesh and torn soul, my friend.
  • Skin of choice: Scales. Fur. Feathers. Tattoos. idk
  • Favourite game: guitar hero, all the way dude.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Your head when i stand on it XD looza face
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rubicon in cartoon form lol
  • Personal Quote: What's that smell? "sorry, i can't see it, i'm smell-blind"
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything that could kill you, my friend. jk lmao

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:iconrubiconsinferno:
:la:

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconthe-death-merchant:
:iconslamheadplz:

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-There is a little homicidal maniac in everyone, just leave him free you'll fell better.
- Most of the psycho looks kind, so they can slowly and painfully kill you when you least expect it.
-A lot of people are still alive only because murder is illegal.
:iconstalliondesigns:
Thanks for the fave. :)

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"When I die I'm sure to go to heaven,
'cause I've spent my time in hell ! "
Viet Nam 1967
:iconrubiconsinferno:
:iconnpplz:

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconkumoridragon:
Thanks for the :+fav:!
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Current Obsessions
Anime: Disgaea 2/Soul Eater
Song: Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift
Couple: Adell/Rozy
:iconrubiconsinferno:
no problem! :D

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconlovewarandhate:
Thankis alot for the fave! Its very much appiciated! :iconilavplz:

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Ain't no rest for the Wicked

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:iconrubiconsinferno:
haha you're very welcome :aww::D

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconjeaninemarie12:
thanks for the favorite :)
:iconrubiconsinferno:
no problem ^_^

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconcasaltern:
Thanks for the fav!
:iconrubiconsinferno:
:iconnpplz:

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconabsolut-brunette:
thanks for the fav

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he wants to be my man but im a free bird!!
:iconrubiconsinferno:
:iconnpplz:

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconangelaica:
thnxs! 4 the fav!!

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Some day we'll look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject...! ;p

... one day, you're going to wake up and realize* how much you - care about me, and when that day comes. I'll be waking up with the guy that already Knew
:iconrubiconsinferno:
:iconnpplz:

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:iconterrabird7:
thanx 4 the fave
:iconrubiconsinferno:
:iconnpplz:

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:
:icondemonfoxgirl123:
Thanks so much for the fave!
:iconrubiconsinferno:
:iconnpplz: haha

--
Here's the thing
you don't even KNOW who I am
and I think it's pretty fucked up
that you can say you know me better than I know myself
then again
I don't even know me at all...
:raincloud:

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